Today would have been the day...

If my pregnancy had not been ectopic, today would have been the "due date". It feels very strange and quite surreal. Obviously I don't have a child in my arms, nor a growing belly. It may be a general feeling of us infertile women, I'm sure, but more often than not it feels like it'll never happen. We have dates now for our next cycle which is great. But I also have an appointment for this afternoon to go to the Embassy and get translations certified for our adoption application pack. It feels good to have this option too.